Call It What You Want

having to delete songs for making room in your ipod is like having to kill some of your children because you cant feed them all

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I feel anxious whenever I see tweets or posts about Wanderland. I mean, it’s already May 1st and the event’s on the 18th and I still don’t have any assurance if I’m going or not. I haven’t bought a ticket yet because I’m still hoping that I will win those free tickets they’re giving on facebook haha.

Ugh. I really wanna go but the ticket is too pricey. I mean I have money, but I can’t afford to spend it all in just one swipe. I’m hoping that I could borrow some money and pay it in installment -.-

My sister replied to one of my posts about Wanderland. She said that we talked about it already and the decision would be final.

Is it just me or I really sound too conceited about this event? Do I not deserve to go to this festival? Am I too selfish that I don’t consider other people and only care about myself? Is it just me or the thing about my mother asking about Wanderland and me hoping that I could go is only wishful thinking?

I really don’t know the answer to those questions. The only thing I know is, I thought about going to this event thoroughly. I considered all the chances that I have for them not to be shocked and upset on my proposal.

Now, I feel guilty about going to this event. I don’t know if this is the right thing to feel. Have you ever felt that? You feel guilty even you don’t have to?

Now, I can’t help but wonder, is me going to this festival a bad thing? I mean, I know that there are still many concerts to come, but what if by that time, I won’t have the opportunity to go to these such events because of work? And what if by that time, the tables have already turned and going to such concerts is not practical? You see, I just want to live my life with no regrets. I don’t want my older self ask me the killer question: “What if?”

I’m sorry if you find this post too dramatic or overacting but I can’t help it :|

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Almost 15 days ‘till Wanderland and I still don’t know if I’m going or not.

I mean, I have talked about this with my mother before, and she refused. But something’s changed and I don’t know what’s her take on me going to this music festival anymore. Because there was this time when she asked me about it. I was astonished and felt giddy at that time thinking maybe this is the time when she would allow me to go and borrow her money.

But she still doesn’t say a thing about it. I don’t know if it’s just me, but I have this feeling that she would allow me, it’s just that she’s shy or something.

I really wanna go. But sometimes I get afraid to ask my mother abt it esp on financial matters. -.-

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One of the things that are written on my bucket list is to learn sign language. I want to teach the deaf and the mute. I want to be able to understand them and vice versa

Pls pray with me that I’ll win those free tickets for Wanderland. I wanna see The Temper Trap so badly :/

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thediaryofayoungman:

I am jealous of the people who get to talk to you and be with you everyday.